Moe's

Lailet al Qadr

We have been taught that this night is very important we should all spend the night at the mosque. Force ourselves to cry. And the Sheikh screams and screams and forces himself to cry as well.

I started this Ramadan with inspiration. It was perfect. I was planning to go to Al kaba. I booked and got it all ready. But unfortunately it didn’t work out for me. People joke about it and say “you weren’t invited” but I think it’s so true…

Since then I lost the spirituality. I’m lost! Very lost!

I recently found out that it’s not all that night. It’s important! Very important but not the only thing. I can’t love god one night a year! It doesn’t work in our life. How can we expect it to work with God? Mosques are empty hours after the night is over. It’s not what it meant to be. What is it then?

Al Zahrawi for example finished his book in Ramadan. Big things used to happen in Ramadan. We should try our best to do things that can help people, Muslims, human being and when Ramadan comes, We take care of ourselves, our soul. The eid has another name, the prize! It makes sense. It’s when we get rewarded for what we have been doing during the year and during Ramadan.

Maybe I’m just trying to make it easy on me. For being lost…

I wish I can do things faithfully that can make me feel that I deserve the prize